Ideating the drums rather than really feeling and playing them will only make you burned-out and frustrated, so the best thing to do is sign up for drum lessons in order to really go through your dreams of being a drummer.
In reality, drumming is actually easy. Most people are intimidated by the complex beats the drum and drummer create. But in world, these beats are just variations of easy patterns. Right! Anyone can learn the drums. All it takes is successive studying and familiarity and mastery of these easy beats and patterns. Soon you'll be master of the drum set.
But before exposing yourself at the drum set, first thing